I’ve gone crazy! Woohoo!

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Literally I do not know what has come over me.

Just tonight, I gave my parents and my sis a hug and said I love them. Something I never did my entire life.
My dad was so shock his eyes pierced straight into mine and just stared. He asked where I was going or whether I was going to die lol and my mom asked whether I was sick, and maybe I am lol. But from that, I saw the biggest smile and joy I had ever seen.

And as for me? I'm not too sure, but one things for sure, I’m happy, content and for the people in my life.

Waikit brother… we might not be biological ones, but spirit, mind and soul we’re truly brothers. Since small we hanged out, did everything together and our friendship/brotherhood has fortify over the years. Damn i miss the good old times. No one on earth knows and understands me more than you do, and I thank you for every time you were there for me man, ups and downs and working things out.

Vakar, hell! my only friend during the week most of the times, but a good listener too. In highschool, we’re whack man. And crashing at my place most of the time, doing lame stuff, making fun of people lmao, and doing the craziest of sh*t. Always gonna keep me from growing up. Vakar aka Peter Pan lol

Elvin, always making the whole group laugh unwillingly LOL nevertheless a good friend to talk to as well. Always there to help me plan things out before hand in situations and I thank you for that. The best thing about all of us friends, we can just get a glimpse of something, look at each other back, know what it is and laugh hell away lol.

Weili, loads of love to you. Been there through a lot for me. Advises after advises, always giving a lending ear to me, still so so so caring to me even though we hardly talk anymore, been my ever girl-best-friend in highschool and was always a call away. I thank you so much for everything, and you trying to meet back up with us again, really means a lot.

Elfie, “aww…” is the only word to describe you. Knowing you for such a short time, you practically know everything about me. A person I can always seek and call to talk about anything and get intelligent advises from and always able to calm me down LOL. Not always there thou, (damn you’re hard to contact) plus pissing me off a few times by breaking promises, but you do try to make up for it lol, still I thank you for a lot!

Angel, you brought out the lil warm, joyful side in me and saved me from my former cold, anti-social self lol. You also kinda amplified the emotional side in me, something I never thought I had, but anyhow that’s a good thing, and yes at times I do get carried away emotionally, but that’s because it feels kinda nice being emotional at times HAHA. Indirectly, you also thought me how to care for others, and I really thank you for that!

Shaun my alter ego in college! Two total opposite people but work flawlessly as one in business together. Our vast differences in almost everything make us good buddies’ man haha. Every disagreement and fights just builds on our friendship, indirectly, I enjoy the contrast and going against you lol. And how can I forget, your amazing “life quotes”, even though they suck so bad, they actually do make sense to me! Haha and they do make me feel better.

Keshia, known you for quite some time, but only recently been closer to and has help me a lot in advises. Your Godly advises humbles me a lot, I have to say. Thank you so much for the time you were willing to meet up with me! It means a lot! And of course, being my #1 blogger fan right? rigHT!?

Edrick, my big and I mean BIG brother lol. Always being a big brother to everyone and always a call away when I need help. Taking care of people I believe is your specialty, besides cooking and your knowledge of retails and business.

sLim, you are one crazy girl, crazy enough to do wild stuff. To me, you’re just like a lil girl, running around, damn greedy for attention and very care-free. We keep ourselves busy when we’re bored, my boredom-in-times-of-need buddy!

Adeline, always smiling at me, makes me soft in the heart. A good friend who is always a call away as well, and I just have to thank you that I’ve known you!

Edmund, you’re a trouble maker. Face to face you always try to find trouble with me, and on the phone you always make me laugh somehow. Seeing your non-stop talking and yakking always makes me smile and think you’re one of the most cheerful guys I’ve ever seen haha. Thanks man.

Joel, more of an online friend, hardly meet up, but still fun to talk to online. Vain is he, but he's still a very caring person i presume. Anyway, thanks for keeping me company online lol.

Others: Sar, Phil, Ah Pri, Raymond, Jason, HowLit.

Every one of you made me a better person somehow and made me realize how lucky I am to have you all; my world would mean profusely less with the absences of any one of you.





________________________From the currently DAMN EMO Shawn!
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sLim, OK, here’s a much longer one I promised to you… sLim sLim… you are by far one cheerful and crazy girl. I think a lot people will say the same too. You have a very contagious care-free attitude which always gets me contracted to; making me all high like you with all the care-free in the world lol. I never get bored with those laughter and the things you say and do: your funny whining, “Limau ais, tak mau biji”, and always coming up with crazy things to do.
You’ll kill a boring day and we can always get high and keep ourselves occupied during these times doing crazy and the lamest of stuff! Lame it might be but nevertheless still fun! Haha. I think boring times get us high a lot lol, so cheers to our crazy times!
sLim is also a health freak, a lil like me but alot worst lol! And yes, you are smart lah sincerely… in education and in others aspects as well.

Ish, hardly know you, but one thing I do know is that you have qualities to be good friend and you are real funny too! Ahahaha! always making me ”laugh out loud” intentionally and unintentionally lol with the stuff you say (see, I’m tearing now lol!) . It’s also nice of you to say that you’re a good listener and sometimes stand listening to my blabbering lol.

Hannah, my secret -affair-lover LOL. Real nice to me, although we hardly talk/see each other in college, only online but still “I love you to death and let’s run off somewhere far away together forever!” haha. You’re a sweet girl and glad I knew you.

Ok, now i'm over my emo appreciation times... =)

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